Nadia Nakai grieves her late boyfriend AKA. Images via Instagram @nadianakai.

‘I wish I never experienced your love’: Nadia Nakai grieves AKA

Rapper Nadia Nakai took to Instagram to reflect on what being loved by boyfriend, slain rapper AKA was like. Take a look…


Nadia Nakai grieves her late boyfriend AKA. Images via Instagram @nadianakai.

Rapper Nadia Nakai took to Instagram to reflect on how she feels after losing her boyfriend, slain rapper AKA — via an Instagram post on Tuesday 21 March.

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Rapper Nadia Nakai took to Instagram to pay a tearful tribute to her late boyfriend AKA. Kiernan Jarryd Forbes, popularly known as AKA’s was shot dead outside of Wish restaurant on Florida Road, Durban on 10 February, along with his friend Tebello “Tibz” Motsoane. 

In the post, Nadia reflected on being loved by the rapper. Take a look..

“Sometimes I wish I never experienced your love. I wish that you were just an acquaintance and I could say “Oh Supa Mega passed away, what a loss for the game”. If I didn’t love you, maybe it would be easier to continue my life without you. Now, because I had been loved by you, it’s just so hard. I have this hole in my heart that won’t let up,” she wrote.

“The world just doesn’t feel the same. I try to hold onto to my memories of when I was happy before you, maybe if I remember how it was before, I could be like that again. But everything doesn’t feel real. I don’t know if seeing you everyday on social media is better or worse, I don’t know if reading our messages is healing or not,” she continued.

“I know I need to get out my house soon, and I know the people that continue to hold me down, will be there for me, thank you, But I just feel like I’ll never be ready. What is my life going to look like now? time heals all, but time really takes it’s time, and I don’t know when I’ll ever be fine. 💔,” she added.

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This comes after AKA’s mom Lynn Forbes took to Instagram on Monday 21 March to wish South Africans a happy Human Rights Day as she posed next to AKA’s tombstone. Take a look…

“Happy Human Rights Day South Africa,” she captioned the post.

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This comes after Lynn shared a photo of her younger son Steffan Forbes to comfort him.

“We will be ok,” she wrote.

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