Prison Journalism: Just the way we live in

By the third week of my community reintegration, things began to get hairy. The pressure was on from all quarters. Family was not supportive financially. Work was hard to find. Living arrangements far from ideal. Not near necessary to survive. I personally was so tired of the second-rate living that I am to make my own plans. But I refuse to break the law. I wanted the chance to prove that I belonged in society and that I could maintain this. However, the support was NEVER forthcoming. In my experience, this was a one-way ticket back to the prison that I NEVER wanted to be in again.

I need to be brave and bold and strong about myself. In order to make the changes and stay changed, my mindset needs to switch. My entire environment needs to change. Shifting blame is not an ideal that I subscribe to. I am now in a disused home that was once a backpacker of reverence. The whole idea is farcical, and if I am honest with myself, then the environment is toxic.

The home, a heritage builds from 103 years ago, is treated like a haven for criminals and reprobates. The behaviour is not that of champions, and I want to be a champion in this life. There is little support for the fellas that wish to make permanent changes to their lives and when asking for assistance, we are either ignored or chastised for seeking help.

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Then what is the way forward for peeps like me or those who will find themselves in similar situations?

Be Strong!

It’s a lonely world, this one that we live in, and as an ex-offender, there is little or no support. Just miracles are expected of us and by us. I am in a sad way, not ready to give up. But my hand is being forced.

However, no matter how bad and how powerful the force is, there is never a reason to end up in prison again. It should be a one-stop if only a never stop.

Hope Springs Eternal. Be a life liver as tomorrow is the miracle.

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